I have a mantra, and it goes like this:
I will not worry, obsess, or dwell on the things, people, or situations I cannot change.
There’s another saying that goes something like “you can’t change the situation, only your perception of it.” Then there’s that one about having no control over anyone’s actions but your own.
What I’ve found, though, is that it all boils down to expectations.
Sometimes what you want isn’t what you get because what the other person has to give doesn’t meet your expectations. Maybe it’s better to change your expectations because sometimes what the other person is giving is more than they ever thought they could.
This isn’t about lowering standards, like the skit from MadTV. It’s more about empathy and understanding. It’s about being grateful, and working to make yourself a better person outside of the situations you find yourself in.
It’s becoming a better wife, mother, daughter, sister, friend. And when I reflect on past conflict, it mostly comes from ME expecting too much. Too much from myself, and definitely too much from my family and friends.
You have to meet people where they are at, and not expect them to know where you’re coming from or where you’re going. Because they are coming from and going to their own places. Places that are sometimes filled with conflict outside of your own.
I have one more mantra that I sometimes use:
Don’t throw dirt in my hole because I already throw enough on myself.
Okay, so maybe that one’s not as profound as the others. But if you dig yourself into a hole that you created, that means you’re the one that should dig yourself out. So you better find a large, durable shovel.
As a mother this becomes all too apparent when it comes to scheduling. Especially when you run a small independent publishing house that just took on two new authors. This on top of your mom duties, wife duties, daughter duties, friend duties. Then you buy a house. Next up it’s being the maid of honor at your sister’s wedding. Now it’s time for your husband to start school, then your oldest kiddo starts Kindergarten.
Let’s just say life is full of dirt. It must be time for a bigger shovel.
My review for this week is appropriately titled Dig by Andrea Zimmerman and David Clemesha with illustrations by Marc Rosenthal
This great board book is fantastic for your little ones that are obsessed with construction. And I know there are a lot of them out there. I have two myself.
In Dig, Mr. Rally and his dog, Lightning, have five jobs to do. As they go to each site to complete their tasks, they:
Dig up rock and dig up clay! Dig up dirt and dig all day!
This book has all the elements of a great beginner children’s book. There is counting, rhyming, and a repetitive rhythm that will have your little one “reading” along in no time. The illustrations are bright and offer little things for your child to discover along the way.